gee

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by Red Rocks IV

gee y'all
Red Rocks here feelin'—
well
topsy-turvy

emotionally

as if strange
yes foreign
emotions & moods
are taking possession
of me
way up here in
not Manitoba
& knot not knot not
maniiitooooba
'cause Manny
ain't one ain't too either
Manny is manny things
ands I not (k)now as Red Rocks
banish these intrusive
emotions and moods
from me somehow someway
to be me
yes me
without them
bye bye
possession
HELLO!
Groovy hello glorious
yes yes yes
Red Rocks signing
off to have a groovy
& glorious day
to the extent possibly
oh, y'all, I mean to say
"possible"
gee gee

gee
gee

_______________________________

Guest post by Red Rocks IV today. --- Jay Paul, schizophrenic, uh, schizoaffective, whatever

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